hurt

by deeana

Ma doare ca si cum..cineva mi-ar spinteca trupul ca sa ajunga la suflet. Ma doare ca si cum…mi-ai face o operatie pe suflet fara sa ma anesteziezi.Ma doare ca si cum…mi-ai biciui spatele cu un bici umed. Ma doare ca si cum…mi-ai smulge inima din piept si mi-ai arata-o. Ma doare..ingrozitor. Ma doare ca nu pot sa plang…Ma doare ca nu-mi dau voie sa plang…Ma doare ca stiu ca te doare…Ma doare ca stiu ca pe altii ii bucura. Ma doare…tare. Imi vine sa urlu dar stiu ca oricum nu m-ai auzi si poate chiar daca m-ai auzi…de ce mi-ai raspunde…Nu mai am cuvinte..le-am pierdut si pe ele o data cu tine…m-ai lasat muta. Nici acum nu-mi vine sa cred…dar da…sunt muta si..goala..pe dinauntru si..ma doare.Ma doare …din ce in ce mai tare.

“I can’t believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

…

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless…”

“I got ice in my veins
blood in my eye
hate in my heart
love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain
days of the same
you keep the sunshine
save me the rain
I search but never find
hurt but never cry
i work and forever try

…

it hurts but I never show,
this pain you’ll never know
if only you can see just how lonely and how cold
and frostbit i’ve become
my back’s against the wall
when push come to shove
i just stand up and scream f-ck em all”

Sunt..singura? Ce s-a intamplat cu “forver and a day”?